I am going to attempt to sum up my thoughts about being the
Nexus and how I have come to be where I am in that process. And it IS a process!
Sometimes I blame the American culture and the times we live
in for my inability to be further along in this process than I am at this point
in my life, because it is so easy to not change, to not inform ourselves and to
look away. But, I do have a
conscience that seems to transcend all that and continually push me towards
being more responsible with my time on this wonderful planet we call our
home.
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Home, 1989 |
Now I know that that description seems a bit dated right?
Like we were basically in the 1800s? And now we can be sustainable and still
live in a city and not have our own garden or have a garden on our rooftop or
some other new-to-me idea. There
are many other options. I realize
that. But, nevertheless, that is
how I grew up and I am very thankful for that perspective and all that
knowledge that I still have somewhere tucked away in my mind.
Starting as a teenager, I spent about the next 10 years not
really giving much thought to the way I lived. I moved a lot and traveled a lot and learned a lot about how
other people live and what they care about and why. I shopped wherever food was the cheapest and did not go out
of my way to recycle anything.
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Our small garden, first year since the 1980s! |
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Melon from the garden |
However, I just took the Global Footprint Network calculator
(https://www.footprintnetwork.org/)
and we would still need 3, THREE, (!!!!!) earths to handle my reckless way of
life!! This is horrible and tells me how much better I could be and should be
doing. The main reasons, according
to the Global Footprint Network calculator, are that we use electric cooling that
runs almost all the time. We
bought an older home last year and recently discovered that the cooling ducts
have holes in them so I figure our “Energy Use” is as bad as it gets. Also, we have 2 big vehicles. We have a farm and a horse trailer and
a big family, so we use those vehicles.
It is very normal for this area to have a truck and 4-wheel drive
because of all the dirt roads, horse country and flooding in the rainy season. I have been looking into getting an
electric car so that we would have only one big truck and one smaller vehicle
for running around.
So there you have it.
This is my honest look at my relationship to the Nexus and how I plan on
growing my awareness and doing better, for my children, for the planet and for
us all. I am going to wrap this up
now and call the bank about an EV loan! Wish me luck.